My totsies are starting to have feeling in them again, but they are still tingling...

The past 2 days at work, I've been around a few newborns and a few small babies. My heartstrings are being plucked again. Being around these babies, the desire for my own again is stronger and very real. But then I catch my breath and realize what that truly means for me and once again, I am sitting in an ice bath...